Saturday, November 22, 2008

Zooom out

I was saying that again and again, under my breathe, past week, which was the most toughest period of my life. I was helpless. I couldn't think, plan, pray or praise. I couldn't think above that situation. Nothing was in my control. Zoom out. I knew it was just 7 days, small compared to a month. Zoom out, just 1 week in a year, or Zoom out, 1 week in my entire life so far, or Zoom out, 1 week in my total life time, seems so irrelavant as you zoom out of the time, situation. But I had to pass through.
As always, during difficult times, I envisioned myself clinging on to my Dad's neck, his arms around me, and my eyes tightly shut. I knew, I was in safe arms, and that He'll take me through.

Pass through, I did. Safe and sound. Unharmed, Unsinged, Unscorched. The toughest 1 week, is 1 week behind me, and here I am. But I seem so lost. How? When? Why? I seem to be just existing. It is like waking up from a dream. I am lil dazed. But I know, He's holding my hand. And I am clutching His. He will see me through yet again. :)

Daniel 3 :27b They saw that the fire had not harmed their bodies, nor was a hair of their heads singed; their robes were not scorched, and there was no smell of fire on them.


Lavee said...

That picture you painted of you hanging on to our Daddy's neck when everything is spinning outta control? Take a look at the pic on my blog's sidebar...we're so in tune!

Glad to find someone who struggles the way I do and isn't glad to admit it either! Great writing....and I can see, greater faith!

Nebeula said...

thnx lavee! I did see lot of similarities. Though it is special, I guess as we grow closer to Him, we being of the same family, inherit the same traits ;) haha.. Don't we love writing? ! Am glad, I got to know you. :) Praise God.